ChaCha's

NO NEW POSTING UNTIL SCHOOL OPEN

2009-06-14T12:14:00.001+08:00

Sorry ....
If I will Never Update My Posting , Cause I Will Going To Vietnam , Laos , and Cambodia For My Holiday { I Think I Wanna Travel Around ASEAN }
Hahahahahahahahahahahhahaha
SEE YOU LATER...

YOU DECIDE THE TITLE.....

2009-06-12T18:17:00.001+08:00

Our Dream is to live, so why not live to dream? The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams and in the power or passion they bring. *Dream* But dreaming of the person we want to be, shadows the person we truly are. *Take risks* Be ambitious for better things but not too boastful. *Overcome obstacles* To see beyond the forest, you must first climb the tallest tree. Hard work always pays off sooner or later. *Love* The second best thing to do with your lips is smile so share that kiss. Love is giving someone the power to destroy you...but trusting them not to, everyones good at heart, they wont hurt you on purpose. We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly, so hold on, dont be to quick to let go, its not over till you give up.
*Believe* Faith is believing in something when common sense tells you not to. Believe you can and you're half way there, some of the most successful people, became it, because they believed. *Get stuck in* Take every opportunity and run with it, You miss 100% of the shots you don't take. *Be your own bestfriend* Find out who you are, and try not to be afraid of it because we live in a world full of people pretending to be something they're not.Â
And if you only listen to one thing i've said, listen to this... We're not just here to casually stroll through life avoiding all the problems, Make the most of things, Grab every opportunity with both hands, Love like you've never been hurt, Dream like you ment it, because lifes a game, but you dont win or lose by playing by the rules, you only lose by not trying. Every great achievement was once considered impossible...
I know, we all want to be on the TOP of the world.EVERYTHING being perfect for us But all the happiness comes while climing that world.

WONDERWALL

2009-06-11T12:32:00.003+08:00

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the light that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that i would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saved me ???
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I HOPE I STILL HAVE IT FOR YOU

2009-06-05T20:36:00.002+08:00

This morning , so boring....
I go to school for supplementary lesson ....
Actually i want to skip school, but i can't cause i have a appointment with NIZAM ,
Yesterday , he ask me whether 2day i free or not after school cause he want watch movie with me [ hehehehehehehehehe ]
Btw , i meet him at bus stop about 11.30 . I suppose to meet him at 11.05 , but because of CHEMISTRY so i meet him lately .
I don't like HIS REASON when i ask him why suddenly he want watch movie with me . He said " FOR FUN " . Althought i don't like HIS REASON , but i like [ hehehehehehehehe ] . So we go to JURONG POINT . We watch " MONSTER vs ALIEN ".After we watch movie , we having lunch at MacDonald . [ Btw , I MISS MAC ]
Afterthat , we go home . Btw , he don't want me to go VIETNAM for holiday . Because he will really miss me . I tell him that you just wait for me until school open .
Btw , when i beside him , i don't know whether i still love him or not . IT'S SO COMPLICATED .

AM I SHOULD GIVE U 1 CHANCE ????

2009-05-16T11:11:00.005+08:00

Last night , i was think about U . I don't know whether i can give 1 chance for U to love me . Frankly , U still in my heart . Do U know that U R my 1st boyfriend and my 1st love . I'm still remember when 1st time i met U at Mac . That time u was new crew . That time i told to Aisyah that UR face like actor from Indonesia which play in drama " CINTA FITRI " . But U never talked with me . Until that night , U asked me what time I finished my work . And U said that U wanted to waited for me until I finished my work . I was so confused that U wanted accompanied me to go to Jurong East Bus Interchange . But U haven't asked me for stead until 2morrow U sent message to me and asked me for stead . I was so happy and i can't stop to smile when i think about U . U make me happy and U always make me smile . When i can't sleep at 12 am , U always accompanied me until i can sleep although i know that U really wanted to sleep . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA . U always sing the song for me before i sleep . Ever I told U that i don't like U sing . Because U always sing the same song . Even though UR voice so bad , but i don't care and i always wanted to sing for me . When U told me that U never buy the ring for UR ex-girlfriend except me . Ever when 1st time for me asked U for broke up , U said that U never let me go . If we really broke up , U will waiting for me until I come back to U .Ever we make plan to married and make our children's name .I'm still remember that U wanted to have son while I wanted twins.
OMG !!!!!
I cry again . What should I do ????
Give U 1 chance or not ????????

WHY U COME BACK AGAIN WHEN I TRY TO MAKE U FADE AWAY FROM MY HEART ??????

2009-05-15T20:16:00.002+08:00

Today i feel so complicated . When i wake up , i feel so comfortable . 2day i don't have morning test . So i can go to school lately . And i try to make HE fade away from my life and heart . Even though i know it's too hard . But i try to follow this advice that TODAY IS NOT GOOD DAY TO GIVE UP . I go to school at 10.15 am . When i reach school , i meet Zila . She tell me that HE send message to her . HE ask whether 2day am i free or not . My mood change from happy to sad and angry . I'm really dissapointed that why suddenly he leave me . And make me expect him . He make me cry . But when i try to be myself which my own life . Together with friends and family . But why u come back again??????????????
I don't know whether i can accept U again or not . I afraid i can't control myself . YA ALLAH , please help me . Give and show me the right way for me .

2009-05-14T13:50:00.004+08:00

Actually , I Supposed To Type About This Yesterday .
But Because Had Something Important To Do [ STUDY ] , So 2day I Must Finish Type All My Blog . LOL !!!!

Yesterday , I Went To Go To Jurong Regional Library With Nisa . But That Morning , I Heard That She Broke Up With Her Ex-boyfriend . She Told Me That Her Ex-boyfriend Called And Asked Her For Broke Up . So I Cancelled It And I Changed My Plan To Invite Sofyan ( My Brother ) To Accompanied Me Go Library . But He Wanted Me To Changed My Plan . So We Go To Saddam's Home . Well Before We Reached Saddam's Home , We Had A Problem . The Bus We Take Was Wrong . Sadly , We Stopped And Walked To Saddam's Home . After We Reached Saddam's Home , I Wanted To Prayer . Sofyan Also Wanted To Prayer . Btw , After 3 Hours I Lepak At There , I Went To Bus Stop With My Brother . Before I Go Home , I Bought Sweetie . Afterthat , I Take Bus 78 To Go Home . I Almost Wanna Cry At Bus . Because I Sit Exactly Same Place When Me And U Sit . I Can't Tahan To Not Cry . But Eventually , I Cry . HIKS, HIKS, HIKS,HIKS, HIKS, HIKS,HIKS .

Btw , It's Okay . Maybe This Is Effect Of Brokenheart . LOL !!!!!!
Probably , I Will Not Thinking About My Memories With U Again . So I Hope I Can Find Other Guy Can Make Me Laugh And Happy . ^ _^

BTW , I'M SO HAPPY .
MY PROJECT FINISH . THIS PROJECT ABOUT MY NEW SHOCKS AND MY NEW LIFE . MY NEW SHOCKS I BOUGHT LAST YEAR!!!!!! . BUT I'M STILL KEEP IT . BECAUSE I LOVE THIS SHOCK . ABOUT MY NEW LIFE , IT MEANS THAT SINCE I BROKE UP WITH HIM , I FEEL ALONE .

2009-05-11T12:53:00.002+08:00

ALWAYS ,
ALWAYS I THINKING ABOUT YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAN U FADE AWAY FROM MY LIFE ???????

" I HATE THIS LOVE !!!!! "

PLEASE , I JUST NEED FREE MY MIND AND MY LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!

" I HATE YOU SO MUCH !!!! "

2009-05-10T11:16:00.002+08:00

GIVE UP ...
That's i think when i try to make U fade away from my life . But i don't know whether i can do or not .
TIRED , TIRED , TIRED ,TIRED ,TIRED , TIRED , TIRED , TIRED , TIRED .
That's what i feel about him recently .

Give Up About You !!!!

2009-05-09T08:55:00.001+08:00

Lazy .....
That's what i fell when i wake up this morning . Actually i always wake up about 12 pm or 1 pm at weekend . Cold weather make so lazy to wake up . I try to close my eye to continue my sleep . But i can't . Suddenly i remember my memories when he always message me whether i wake up or still in my dream ^_^ . Sometimes he call me to wake me up . Now i realize that i really miss him . From he call me " SAYANG " , when he say " I LOVE U " , when he say " SAYANG , I MISS U " , and others .
Until now , i'm still keep the ring which is his present for our 3th month universary . 3 weeks already , i haven't meet him or communicate with him . I don't know whether now he still waiting for me or already find other girl .
GOD , please show me the right way for me so that i can pass through this life .

I Just Need Free My Mind

2009-05-08T19:46:00.001+08:00

SAD , UPSET , WANNA CRY , DISSAPPOINTED , MISS , AND OTHERS ....................

ThAt'S wHaT i FeEL rEcEntLy . I dOn't KnOw wHat ShOuLd I dO ????
I JuSt WaNnA mAkE A rIgHt DeCiSiOn . I JuSt WaNnA a pLeAsUrE LiFe . I TrY tO cALL hIm , bUt hE tUrN Off HiS pHoNe Or MaYbE He ChAnGe HiS nUmBeR . EveR I cALL hIs PhOnE , bUt aLwAYs He NoT aT hOmE . LaSt 2 WeeK , I DeCiDed To tRy FoRgEt WiTH LePaK wItH mY fRiEnDs oR SpEnT tOgEtHeR wItH mY fAmILy . AnD aLsO wHeN i ALOnE , i TrY tO Do SoMeThiNg LiKe LiStEnIng To ThE mUsIc Or JuSt Do WaTcH TV .
I hoPe tHaT I cAn bE MySeLf .